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dun pester me
SO GO AWAY!!

Friday, May 19, 2006
emotional issues

today the 11th day i nvr see her
during break nvr see her
so thought it gonna b another weekend of no chance of finding her
sad, demoralised, sian, n watever feelings i cant explain.
even the soya bean drink oso go against mi
the person nvr put suger syrup, n it so bland
no *sweetness* at all
back to class, see fren cheong CS
wanna use it to divert mi sadness away
no mood to play sia..... jus go there let ppl kill
n oni earn frag by planting bombs
then the ironic part came....
Fabian until today 3rd meeting then tell mi
HE GOT PRINCESS' CONTACT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!
so i get her contact from him :)
n i was very motivated during today 3rd meeting
wah..... mi hope high high liao
can ask her whether wanna b mi gf anot?
when i found time to ask
stupid UT was on....CANNOT ASK!!!!!!!!
sian.....stay @ sch was a foolish thing to do
cheong to grandma hse was the best solution liao
so i wait until 8 sumthing then see her came online
OH YES!!!!!!
can ask liao
so i tell her lor
she like act blur sia
wah, like testing me
then her reply was......
















dun wanna go steady now
wanna finish studies
n so it like we r gonna wait for 6 yrs
3 for poly, mi 3 in NS, she 3 further studies
i bluffed her that i no feeling
that the feeling numb liao
she heard it became more assured
like scared i do foolish things sia

haiz.... she tell mi mayb i will find another one in these 6 yrs
so i replied her tt mayb no one else except her being able to capture mi heart
she kept telling mi she single, free, able to stand a chance
n i joke back: ya....6 yrs ltr, unless i can make u change ur mind
n she start askin mi bout horoscope
cuz SCOPIO can change her mind....







wait!!!!!!!! im a SCOPIO!!!!!!!!!!
she again gave mi motivation again sia
n so we talk...blah blah blah....
n agreed to haf lunch together,
attend talks
jio each other out
well....these r mi chances to change her mind.
so now i can oni wait patiently.
n so, the CHEONGSTER is back!